Ramblings of a college grad still trying to figure it out

I can't explain it

I have this thing, I've never told anyone about my thing. I don't know if I can put it into words properly, so bare with me.

Every now and again I meet someone and my heart goes out to them. It's not that I'm attracted to them because it's happend with both guys and girls. But from the moment I meet them something like a still small voice that tell me to watch out for them or something like that. Jesus goes "psst Katie watch that one, I need you to keep an eye on that one. Just love them for me." I see something in them I can't put my figure on but I just want to help them and love them. It's never the same way with each person. For example, this one guy Mike I haven't seen, talked to, or heard from in almost 10 years. But he's quite frequently on my heart to pray for. Then there are others who I've had the same feeling for and they become my closest friends. Anyway I don't even know if this makes sense. But I got that feeling again. It's wonderfully miserable feeling. I'm always afriad I'm going to handle it wrong but on the flip side I'm so excited to see how this new relationship plays out. We'll see how it goes. I always am a little giddy when I get that feeling again, I love being used by Jesus even if I won't know the point this side of Heaven. Here goes... **SMiles** I've got that feeling again.

posted by KTmato @ 8:30 PM